The Lie

  One way out One way out I sat, waiting The door opened, I entered, Sitting, he spoke My family and then The questions One after another Some I answered Truth Yes, Yes, No, Yes, But then came the great lie. I was sure he would know My cheeks flushed red No I said I... Continue Reading →


The Phone Pole

The phone pole. Each day driving home, I see it. Standing tall, While I slump. Each day it tempts again: Escape, Freedom, Sweet peace. Each day I cry again: I can’t, What if, I fail? Terror within, Is not if I die, But if I don’t. I used to drive by this power pole on... Continue Reading →


  I bounce around Bother my sister I share my energy and excitement I reach out to my friends grinning with glee Wrapping myself in warmth The holidays surround me For once I really feel them Is this why people like them? Is this what people talk of? Of course there's the drama, The gifts,... Continue Reading →


Who is God? Is he man? Is he more? A being? Or three? An ideal? Or emotion? Who is God? Is he our father? Or is he a she? Or is she a they? Or is they an it? Who is God? All seeing? All knowing? Or simply what we make of him, What we... Continue Reading →


This is the last of the painful poems, I promise. But it has important ideas too. And it is applicable to a lot more than this one instance. I feel every person feels this way at some point. I've felt this way at several points in my life. This one was a whopper The greatest joys... Continue Reading →

Too Strong

This one centers around my mental stability, how I was suicidal, but I am extremely stable now. But it explains the amount of pain I felt post Trump. This one I feel is less dramatic, and more personal, and more accurate. It scared me. I built it too strong Now the door is shut My... Continue Reading →


A bit dramatic now, looking back at it, but hey, this is how I felt at the time. Still in the aftermath of Trump's election. Fallen to the floor I do not wish to stand My will is gone What fire I had is gone and I feel too much to stand I wish I... Continue Reading →

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